no more avoidings ..

aft pouring everything t apphiaa , it felt good .(: . i found out , i dont think so much at sch .(: . butt , tday's de day .. in a few more hours , &it will be out .. no more avoidings , just facts . hope that my wish would come true . but th chances seem so tinyy .): . howw . i really dk wht else t do , i can jus sit here&hu si luan xiang .. parents doesnt let me go , this is torturing me . arghhh .

no one has thought that it would bcome like this . im starting t regret&i hope its not late . tht piece of paper , it states it all . cant it just state what i hope to be&let this all become a very big mistake . i would rather let this be a mistake , den to see you go in . i really love you , i really do . let me make it up t you , just dont let tht paper state . i really want you here , i really do .

pls hang on .(': .
aft tht few hours , it will be out , lets hope tht it is all a big mistake .